/// omen
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God is
my saviour
my light
my strength
my reason
for being
forgiving
gentle
and humble
God gave me
the instinct to nurture
when i didnt have one
now i do
God made me
lived a life
Hell through.
God showed me
a life
Hell through.
God tests me
with sin and
popularity
status and
familiarity
pride and
Glory
God tests me
with pain and
misery
with no help and
no honesty
no hope and
failure
getting pissed and
be pissed at
God tests me
with the littlest things
i might notice or
might not have.
God gave me an eye
where i see
there is Heaven
if i am able to
live this through.
God gave me a medium
to express myself
when i could
where i took advantage of it
sometimes i forget
yes i do.
God is my reason why
i have died and lived again
with feelings
with feelings
i had no feelings
now i do
God made me love children
love animals
love plush toys
and be gentle
to cry again
to cry of pain
just like how i was
when i was a little girl.
God has saved me
still saving me
will save me
if i save myself
if i save myself.