/// omen


BOYFRIENDS


i have one special boyfriend
and i have many other
special "boyfriends"

whom i dont kiss
hug
raba-raba
ngada-ngada
go for dates with
or call every now and then

 

yes my boyfriends they are people who
make fun of me
joke with me
tell me things that open up my eyes
older than me
in a big group
talk shit, talk cock
nonsense all the way

yes my boyfriends they bitch like
my girlfriends do
bullshit like i do
talk bad about people like i do
but never seem to
talk bad about me

yes my boyfriends they are
people who create problems of their own and
get over it pretty fast
people i hate but love
love but hate
 

yes my boyfriends they are
complicated but simple people
make people's lives hell but somehow
made my life simple
never bothered me much never bothered me
never seem to have a problem with me never
(i wish it wont happen)
yes my boyfriends they have
grown up nicely in front of my eyes
i wonder if i have grown up as nicely as they have

my boyfriends they dont really know
how much i cherish them
no, they dont know
we dont speak love no we dont
we dont speak love
but its this bond of friendship i have learned from
to never speak more, no
dont speak anything more
yes these are my boyfriends who have
outlasted the other friends
no need to bond no, no need to
just be there for each other yes
i have been there
i have seen, listened, spoke a few
i somehow know which is the asshole but still
havent been an asshole to me
maybe to some of you... :(
it makes me sad, yes it does
but i still love all of you
both sides yes i love both sides
all of you

my boyfriends the last i knew of
they said to each other
that i am simply
"one of the boys"
when i wasnt there

my boyfriends
yes my boyfriends
not as handsome as my boyfriend hehe but still
that is good enough to know
that i am not just some girl to you
that is enough to know how
i didnt waste my time loving
every one of you..

 

thank you
for making me grow
for growing in me
for growing up with me
thank you
 

happy.friendshit
boy yunus atan shahnaz amir icam opie apis ramu mizie abai johan etc
.


 

 

* dustbin