/// omen


PAPA


papa
dont work so hard
dont worry so much :)
papa you are getting old
i feel so bad for
being such a bad child
papa
when can you take me out for teh tarik again?
i surely enjoy hanging out with you
papa when you gonna buy me rotan again? :)
i feel so happy when we joke and laugh together
when is the next art exhibition?
all of us, me and my friends
and wan :)
we all enjoyed the exhibition

papa

just typing this makes me cry

 

papa i want to buy you a big house
big cars
lots and lots of gadgets
pay the bills
your bills
mamas bills
susus bills
ashrafs bills
but papa i am still stuck here papa
although you and mama keep telling me
its alright
but papa i feel like killing myself
for being here
papa i want to make the world better for you
for mama
for all of us
i really do

papa please forgive me
i have not proven enough to you
please forgive me...

my love for this family
and for you
just you
 

you have my different type of love
 

i want to be
as hardworking as you

 

i hope to be
your one and only little girl
always

always

thank you papa...
loving you is a whole different world
thank you

"what doing?"
.


 

 

* dustbin