/// omen



TOR.TU.RE


O soul,
was the time spent worth all the troubles i've been into.


today,
spending time with prodigality.



here,
resulting into an intellectual atrophy.



thinking,
how the entire being of MATTER becomes a catastrophe.



adjusting,
what needs to be adjusted,
reimbursing,
compensating what is wasted,
calculating,
solid and soul juxtaposed,
biding!
biding my time till this explodes!



HE WHO SINGS THE WAILING
HE WHO STINGS AND WAITING
O LORD, FETCH ME WITH A SWORD.



spiraling, keep going.
spiraling, keep going.
spiraling, keep going.
spiraling, keep going.



as of late i dont know hate
squandering again with time and fate
bending space, bending time
bending this place, for what is defined
i will define it
it will be definite
the questions marked
INFINITE_______________



these questions
MARKED
[[[INFINITE]]]



for what Saturn has enlightened me
the seed of responsibility
i have weighed its consequences and
this burden has laden me
JUST THE THOUGHT
has loaded me
JUST THE THOUGHT
has kept me
SINKING DEEPER
into complete sovereignty
of FAILURE
FAILURE
FAILURE



SPIRALING, KEEP GOING
SPIRALING, KEEP GOING
SPIRALING KEEP GOING



my logic and my instincts
NEMESIS
imbalanced powers
right inside here
cut to two
wish to split it at all ends of the room
while i sit here




just sit here







just sitting here
and,



not think again.

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* dustbin